Photography And Half-Thoughts By Mitchell Hegman

...because some of it is pretty and some of it is not.

Wednesday, December 4, 2024

Morning Report, December 4, 2024

I woke quite early this morning, wandered into the darkened sunroom, and stood amidst the houseplants there. The snake plants seemed like dusky fingers reaching up toward the sky—a sky still spattered with stars. Almost directly above me, Orion posed in his steady, invariable stance. As a child, I always sought out Orion in the night sky and felt a certain comfort in knowing he was there.

After gazing up at the stars through the curved glass for a sufficient time, I drifted to the woodstove and touched off a fire to push the chill from the house. I watched as the flames grasped and gradually dismantled the splits and ends I had stacked in the firebox last night as the sunset painted the sky using a palette of orange and red. Appropriate, I mused, that the same palette used to color sunsets is used to color fires. I thought also about Desiree, still sleeping in her castle of pillows.

It’s interesting: one of the prominent features Desiree envisioned about life in America was the presence of a fireplace or woodstove in the house—something unnecessary in island life. This morning, she will wake to find the flames I touched off painting the fire she always imagined as quintessentially American.

This Morning’s Fire

Last Night’s Sunset

—Mitchell Hegman

Tuesday, December 3, 2024

Stitches

Though I've reached an age where, if I were a car, I’d have been considered an antique twenty years ago, I had never needed a single stitch on my body—until yesterday. That changed when my dermatologist removed a patch of skin exhibiting squamous cell carcinoma from my forearm and then stitched me back together.

My squamous cell carcinoma (or "squeamish cell," as I like to call it) began quietly—first as a rough patch of skin and later as a persistent sore that refused to heal. This type of cancer thrives on UV damage caused by exposure to the harsh sun. According to my doctor, nearly 40 percent of fair-skinned individuals are affected by this form of cancer at some point.

Though seemingly harmless at first, squamous cell carcinoma can grow aggressively, spread, or even metastasize. It’s nothing to trifle with.

Today, I stand with my first-ever stitches stretching three inches across my forearm. Weirdly enough, 16 hours after the procedure, I have experienced zero pain.

The Bandage Covering My Stitches

Outline of the Skin to be Removed

—Mitchell Hegman

Monday, December 2, 2024

Altered Gravity

If I could alter any of the immutable laws that presently guide this universe, the first thing I might change is the law of gravity. In my revised universe, gravity would no longer fully apply to the following: children between the ages of five and ten, anvils (except in cartoons), stones beyond their third skip across any body of water, kittens, and Christmas decorations.

—Mitchell Hegman

Sunday, December 1, 2024

Choosing the Truth

I represent the Google generation. In the Google generation, you entered your query—whatever it may have been—and a search engine provided you with a list of links related to your question, some of which led to false information.

After a little study, you could choose an answer.

The next generation is being nurtured by Artificial Intelligence. With AI, a query to the mysterious blue tubes—thanks to bots, easily accessible memes, and manipulated sources—usually delivers a single, sometimes false, answer.

Those controlling the information inputs control the outputs.

New question: Are we losing the ability to choose the truth?

—Mitchell Hegman