Why have some wholly
mundane memories gotten stuck inside me while I cannot recall why I walked into
the kitchen? How is it that I forget my
shopping list, and everything I have written on it, but remember, at the age of
eight, thinking how cool I was when I “popped a wheelie” on my stingray bike
before skidding to a stop to talk to an older girl in my neighborhood?
For me, one flash of completely
meaningless memory is particularly persistent.
This bit of memory seems errantly and permanently snagged in the cogs of
my reasoning. At least once a month—sometimes
far more often—the memory suddenly flashes across whatever else I am thinking.
The memory is from late
summer 1991. That summer, with the help
of many valued friends, I constructed my own house. Near the end of the framing process, I had
all outside walls fully enclosed save one inside corner of the master bathroom. There, I had left a single half-sheet of
plywood unfastened so I could access the inside of the house. The memory is of me climbing through the open
studs of that wall to go to work on the inside of the house one evening.
That’s it.
Me climbing through the
stud wall.
Of all things, why that?
--Mitchell
Hegman
The memory could be symbolic or the overt representative of something latent you associate with climbing through the stud wall.
ReplyDeleteI don't know. All I can say is that the memory persists.
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