Photography And Half-Thoughts By Mitchell Hegman

...because some of it is pretty and some of it is not.

Thursday, September 5, 2013

As a Whole


Early this morning I stepped outside and stood amid a cricket symphony looking up at the stars.  I saw the stars a whole—suspended above me and weightless as memories.  I have been under them for fifty-seven years now and for the entire time they have remained quiet as countless clouds smudged through them.
As I stood under the stars with the crickets skritching in my ears, I thought about how the night before last my friend came home only to find his wife wrong-colored and dead in their bathtub.
The end.
I have never assigned a color to hurt…but if I had, the sky would have been the color of hurt this morning.  Standing at the center of my deck, I spun around twice while gazing up at the stars.
Today, the stars are a whole because I need them to be so.
--Mitchell Hegman

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