Photography And Half-Thoughts By Mitchell Hegman

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Tuesday, December 18, 2018

An Empty Wall


I am in the process of remodeling my home office/den.  In order to paint and apply new wall coverings, I was forced to take down photographs of my maternal grandparents from one wall.  Oddly enough, I now think of my grandparents nearly every time I see the bare wall.
From my early teens on, I was raised by my grandparents.  The years I spent with them were safe, productive, and, for lack of a more substantial word, beautiful.  My grandparents provided me with a firm foundation that allowed me to be, well, me.
Consider, my grandparents were about my age in when they took me in.  I think about that a lot these days.  How would that feel?  How monumental the change of lifestyle?   What sacrifices to be made?  What rewards to come?
As I think back, I recall a few times—while I was still navigating through the ugliest narrows of my early teens—when Grandmother drove me up into Helena and I felt a little weird about that.  Honestly, I hoped I would not bump into any high school classmates while she carted me from place to place.
I was too nervously cool to be with my grandmother. 
Today, I would give most anything to spend any one of those uneasy hours with her again.
—Mitchell Hegman

2 comments:

  1. You were still blessed to have spent a great part of your youth with your loving grandparents. What do you think was their most significant influence on you?

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  2. Most significant? Good question. I think, more than anything, the simple fact they were always there for me--even after I moved out on my own--made all the diffidence.

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